Forever changing

Forever growing

Forever learning

Forever reimagining

Forever me.

They say it fades,

Instead it grows.

The pain

The anger

Just below the surface.

In the darkness I thrive.

In the darkness I see.

In the darkness I am me.

To be still

Quiet amongst the chaos.

To let go.

My writing, thoughts and ramblings

Link to my book series Her

Some wear pain like a cloak.

Some as a blindfold.

Some as a bright sparkling jewel.

I look

Seeing nothing

And not being seen, ignored.

Hidden from sight.

Easily forgotten.

Longing for just one,

To see me.

Fading out

I lose track of time and place.

In the haze

My world shifts.

When the gods cry out,

The peasants smile.

In the visions they send,

Lay the hopes of the ones

Who serve.

I sit

And I create my own world

I don’t look up

And miss as this world passes by.

Separate,

Yet within.

I turn back to my own realm

Escaping to love amidst war.

Afraid of nothing,

No fear of consequence.

Only desire.

I don’t want ordinary.

I want passion.

I want to feel every moment.

I want to feel it all.

An embrace,

A kiss,

A touch,

To light my way home.

Sitting opposite

Not talking

Phones out.

How does a relationship end?

Not in tears and fights,

But complete and utter silence.

I am the devil in your dreams.

I wander through the shadows in your mind.

When you are lost,

How do you get found,

When no one is looking?

The gods play games with our souls

Giving and taking as they desire.

We do their bidding,

And bide our time.

Until we join them once more

In Valhalla.